dreams of priest causing car accidents
dreams of wild passions, threatening fears and turmoil
dreams of a calling, an inspiration to become more
to not loose the muscles that allow your eyes to smile
and your mouth to laugh

exitement, faults, angels, demons,
3 am, door moving to the breeze.
didint I shut it tight?

feeling of truth in the dream, taken back into reality by a strange presence
something calling back the thoughts that were made to believe to be just dreams

confusion, heat, quiet aggressions, i need an explenation to the dreams
was it a message? it was said: many things are on the right path, some things need to catch up.
a religious message? do i believe in that?!

the priest/father/whatever told me i am doing everything right, i just need to walk with the virgin mary.
i asked him again, "you want me to believe and my life with the mother of god?"
"yes, that is just it, everything else you are doing is good and pure, but you need to start living with god and his family"

damn it, what to do with this.


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